In life, a search for meaning is a journey worth taking. Walking the path towards revelation is rocky, but intentionally satisfying. It is introspectively rewarding and sets the sail in vertical realignment.

In life, a search for meaning is a journey worth taking. Walking the path towards revelation is rocky, but intentionally satisfying. It is introspectively rewarding and sets the sail in vertical realignment.

I once asked, if you have ever had an experience with God before I fully comprehended what an experience with God entailed. Nowhere in my wildest dreams did I foresee it being anything like the experience I have been blessed to live out. Here is the final thought I wrote as I left my missionary adventure in Beijing, China. Enjoy!
2011/08/08
Today marks the final day of the 33 days adventure in Beijing, China. It has been over a day since I slept, but exhaustion cannot find me in this moment. The people I met have made deposits and withdrawals. Yet, time will lay out the final balance. In this moment, I simply wholeheartedly pour out my love and admiration on you Lord. Thank you for the experience and thanks for keeping me.

I am still not ready to write something new. Please enjoy an inner thought I had while visiting and teaching English as a second language in Beijing, China during the summer of 2011.
2011/07/30
Dad I confess this adventure you designed has challenged me once again. Yet, the net you provided has made it all possible. Belief in you makes being in Beijing, China far more palpable, because of your universal language. I have taken for granted the ability to communicate until now. Yet, a normal activity of shopping or eating without assistance provides great joy. I love you Lord and thank you for the opportunity to allow you time to restore me and mold me into who you created me to become.
I am living in a foreign land with a foreign language and being alone with you is all I need in this moment. I appreciate the rest that cleared my life of the mess.


I have decided to make the rest of my life the best of my life.
No more worrying about what others think about me.
No more doubting the promise.
No more focusing on issues outside of my periscope.
No more listening to negativity from anyone about anything.
No more focusing on the past when there is a big and bright future ahead designed just for me.
Yes, I have decided to live as if God himself cleared a path for me through Jesus directly to him.
What will you decide?

Even when no one is watching you, someone is looking for you.
How will they find you if you dress in someone else’s clothing?
Your invisible crown is like an American Express card.
Never leave home without it.
What others think about you, poor.
What God knows about you, rich.
What others think about you, sick.
What God knows about you, heal.
What others think about you, unclean.
What God knows about you, purified.
What others think about you, marginalized.
What God knows about you, centered.
What others think about you, immigrant.
What God knows about you, native.
What others think about you, foolish.
What God knows about you, knowledgeable.
What others think about you, ugly.
What God knows about you, beautiful.
What others think about you, hopeless.
What God knows about you, hopeful.
What others think about you, condemned.
What God knows about you, untouchable.
What you should know about you, the opinion of others is predicated on their limited understanding of who God really is to you.
My life journey never came without pain.
My life journey never came without disrespect.
My life journey never came without doubt.
My life journey never came without broken promises.
My life journey never came without deceitful intentions.
My life journey never came without losing some people along the way.
My life journey never came without sorrow.
But God…
Gave gave me healing.
Gave me respect.
Gave me assurance.
Gave me a solid promise.
Gave me pure intentions.
Gave me new people.
Gave me hope.
Yes, God never forgets, but God also never holds a grudge against the intrinsic fault of humanity.
Nor shall I.

It was just yesterday, I celebrated the New Year.
It was just yesterday, I thought about how pregnant the New Year appeared.
It was just yesterday, I imagined a new beginning.
It was just yesterday, I surmised this would be the year.
The year for new promises fulfilled.
The year for new hopes realized.
The year for new challenges defeated.
The year for new opportunities revealed.
In just one year, it all came together.
In just one year, it all made sense.
In just one year, it all came full circle.
In just one year, the light came on, the stars shined, the moon glowed, and the Lord spoke. “this would be the year of promises fulfilled, of new hopes realized, of new challenges defeated, and of new opportunities revealed”.
And, then, he made it happen.
A beautiful mind can envision the Garden of Eden on Earth.
A pure thought can water the Garden of Eden on Earth.
Your heart will either grow into the Garden of Eden on Earth or shrink out of the Garden of Eden on Earth.
Knowing God and living for God are not the same as speaking about God and then living for you without God rooted in the soil of your beautiful mind.

Hiding from pain does not eliminate the pain.
Running into the closet does not cause the pain to abate.
Facing the pain is the only way to eliminate and abate the pain in your life.
Stand-up, stand-out, and look the pain square between the eyes, then and only then will the pain know your true name, victory.

Accept no limitations and there will be no limitations set upon you.

Boasting about who you are and how you give identifies who you really are and who you really believe in more than who you profess to follow.

Experiencing the kingdom of heaven begins when you have people in your life able to can change your worst day into your best day.
I appreciate Spirits so intuned with you they are able to see through me.
One of my most consoling scriptures is Luke chapter 12 verses 11 through 12.
It speaks to the ever involving epitome of my faith. For those who believe in Jesus’ gifting of the Holy Spirit, we know there is a helper with us and in us. For this reason, today, more than most, do not be afraid of what you will say or do when the hours arrives, for your helper is with you and will speak for you, speak through your, and speak about you before the hour is at hand.

Beauty is an inner strength.
Love is an internal emotion.
The beauty of love is your external beauty does not matter.
Dr. Andrea Dinardo, Ph.D., Psychology
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